What Boys Become...

so here we r again

prolonging something 

we both know we should end

my hands r tied

we dance tonight

wut we lost 

we will never find again

but have no fear 

babe ur heart will mend

and everything 

u thought u knew about everything

crumbled right beneath ur feet 

and now ur drowning

and i once thought i was a man

ready to take on anything 

life could throw at me

but i slipped and i feel 

so far now i cant tell 

which way to go 

i guess that just goes to show

nothing happens like u plan it

so take back these lies

i told so many times

ill be better

its now or never

and i've found these words

to mean more to me now

than back when i said them to u 

wut boys become...

one last chance 

better make this one count

before u run out on me again...

back when everything 

i thought i knew about everything

crumbled right beneath my feet

i've been drowning...

"Kiss Goodbye"

and this kiss

was meant to be a goodbye 

but all it did 

was brought me back in

with more questions of why

why do we fight 

why cant we be

and just start over

from the beginning

dont go and leave me here 

all alone my dear

just because...

and this kiss 

was meant to be a goodbye

but all it was was a poor attempt 

that showed us our youth was ignorance

will u wait for me 

ill be there soon...

fly away from these dark days

will u fly away with me

fly away from loneliness 

trust in me and you wont need it

dont go and leave me here 

all alone my dear 

just because...

"Letters Lost"

y is this so hard

we havent talked recently

but ive been thinking

maybe too much

but i cant stop thinking about u

i dont know 

this is too scary for me 

ill run away

i dont care

thiss is too scary

ill run away...

now i dont know wut to say 

and i dont even know if u still care

because i have tried

your never honest with me

about ur feelings

do u care?

now if i dont have to love u

then i wont have to miss u

if i never love 

then ill never lose

if i never love 

then ill never leave u

now i dont know wut to say

this just wont go away

i cant take it anymore

wut am i killing myself for

time and time

time and time again...

everytime i close my eyes i see ur face

and everytime i see u i want to be near u

but i will get over this get over u...

ill run away...